changes to be made

i went to the landing friday night dressed in the jeans i wear everyday and the t shirt i wear everyday.  my hair was pulled up in a pony tail and of course no make up.  i believe that i was the frumpiest frump down there!  i was getting jealous of all the gals all dolled up...and smiling and stuff.  right there in front of the sunglass hut i realized that i was using my pregnancy as an excuse ALREADY!  i have been sicky here and there but i could at least change my pants.  or brush my hair.  put lipgloss on.  trim my toenails.  

since then (i know it is only monday) i have done my hair and made an effort not to look like i just woke up all day long.  and i have felt sooo much better about myself.  

so it makes me think of the funks people get in.  and how that funk makes other funks.  and what it takes to notice yourself in one.  maybe everyone should do a funk check on themselves.  are you using an excuse of some sort that might be making you less fulfilled?  the answer might come to you at a random time but when it does watch out now!  because getting yourself out of it has a domino effect.  for example, now that i'm not a slob, my house isn't one either!  my home is spotless for the first time since... before winter?  i have more energy to exercise so i want to eat better.  it all falls into place.  and it all goes back to one sentence i said to myself:  i'm not using me being pregnant as an excuse anymore.  

so check out some of your random thoughts that might be affecting your whole day.  it could be "i hate my job" "i hate my allergies"  "i don't have time"  once you realize what it is there will surely be some changes made.